To you in high school:
I really wanted to tell you a lot of things, but when I opened the computer and saw the cursor flashing at the beginning, I suddenly didn't know where to start. It is precisely because of the various experiences of the past you that have made me who I am today. Looking at it from the present, some of the past experiences may be regrettable, but not to the point of regret. But no matter what, I still want to tell you something at certain time points.
When you were young, you often imagined riding a bicycle with someone you liked on a road full of fallen leaves, riding slowly. But this is the most difficult thing. You will find that it is not difficult to find a bicycle, but it is difficult to meet a girl you like. When you finally meet the girl you like, the romantic age has passed. So the first thing I want to tell you is that some dreams can only be realized at that innocent and romantic age. So, be brave and straightforward. When you meet someone you feel is right, stand in front of her and tell her directly, "I like you." Don't hesitate and hesitate, but pursue it if you want to have it, and take it back if you lose it. Be a true and brave self, don't care about other people's opinions, because in the future, you will meet many friends who can understand you. You don't have to worry about all your thoughts and pressures, "The Sorrows of Young Werther."
You like to wear black clothes, without the youthful atmosphere of flowers and leaves. You have always been a melancholy young man, but the second thing I want to tell you is that most of your melancholy is caused by adding too much inner drama to yourself. When you bravely embrace life, you will truly understand how ridiculous and childish those dramas you added are. Don't suppress your nature, learn to release your emotions correctly, and stick to your own things. Write what you like to write, read what you like to read, because maybe in the future, you will no longer have such a mood, and you won't pick up a pen and write a long passage on paper.
Maybe you don't know the meaning of growth at all now. Standing in my current perspective, let me share my opinion. The meaning of growth is that when autumn passes and winter comes, you will not be afraid of wearing thin clothes in the cold wind, because you know that after the cold wind blows, there will always be a day when green will appear on the branches. You will put on your clothes for another person and say with a smile, "I'm not cold." Of course, you don't have to understand yet. Be a happy self, learning is important but not everything, live in the present, be happy and go on. Actually, the pressure doesn't have to be so great. Not all decisions you make will affect your whole life. Make choices easily and choose the path you think is right.
Well, that's all I want to say. I hope you, who are reading this letter, won't be surprised.
From your future self